This morning was a little better than the previous two. I looked through my journal entries of my previous attempts. The first one was April of 2008, I made it seven days, the second one was December 2008 and I lasted 16 days. I try not to get discouraged, I try not to think about the road ahead, but it's very hard to do. I do not want to fear the future because I know fear is not a fruit of the spirit. Perhaps I know this in my mind but I don't believe it in my heart.
This afternoon and evening have been very difficult. I pray that sleep comes easily and that the night is uninterrupted.
About Me
- strengththroughgrace
- My name is Camille Morris, I'm 39, wife of a wonderful and supportive husband, and mom of two amazing and loving children for whom I thank God every day for entrusting in our care. I have always been interested in health and wellness. I am an avid reader and a lifelong learner. I crave knowledge and have studied numerous books, web sites, and taken college courses relating to health and wellness. I was very fortunate to be given a scholarship in 2004 to the famous Canyon Ranch in Tucson, Arizona where I participated in their week long program, "Life Enhancement". I was taught by some of the best and inspiring health professionals in their field. Six years ago I began experiencing chronic headaches and migraines. I started taking Tylenol and ibuprofen to alleve this pain. Now I find my body dependent on this so called "safe" medicine and have decided to go through an intense and painful withdrawal process to overcome this. I will cling to the verse, "...With man this is impossible, but with God all things are possible." Matthew 19: 26. I invite you to take this journey with me.
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